I’m having trouble seeing the big picture here. I sit at my computer and my mind wanders. I’ve done pretty well for April so far – I’m ahead of my goal – so I know that there’s a part of me that understands that a break is forgivable, won’t get in the way of what I need to do.
But what if I just don’t do it? What if we just let go of all of this nonsense, spend what we make, put things on the credit card and just let it go until we declare bankruptcy?
Today, right now, that’s feeling like an okay choice. I know that logic will prevail, and I know I’ll hit my targets.
But boooooooy it would be nice to just chill out and watch the bird feeder for an afternoon or ten.